Sunday, September 12, 2010

Saturday, September 11, 2010

killian murphy

rosamund pike



rose mouth?

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Thursday, September 2, 2010

It's just that

I sometimes got so tired of our game
I wanted you to feel the same
...
It breaks my heart to say that when I was in pain
I wanted you to feel the same
But nothing gets you really
It's a shame
I can't believe you didn't feel a thing

I wanted you you to feel the same

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Blame Me

Your brown eyes are my blue skies.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

neunzehn nuenundnuenzig

It's the mere sensation of being the first one that you see
When morning opens up the skies
You see me when daylight opens up your eyes

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Sunday, August 15, 2010

jemand anders

It amazes me how much I want you
We seem to fall out every time
And again when I feel that we're closing in
You say "Look I really can't pull this off, not this time."

What's with all these people?
Who are they?
What do they want?
I don't carry drugs in my pocket
Though you said it would bring us closer
I don't think you meant to each other
But to something else
Someone else

Saturday, August 7, 2010

ghosts

You find things about yourself that you will soon forget.
Counting old friends left behind a jaded mind to go with it.
Hatred flowing through your veins but jealousy is all you feel.
Mistaken from the start, always wrong that never ends.
You can never be in love until you learn to be alone.
You will never miss those heavy eyes until you're left with none.
You can never achieve true happiness until you hang your head

Thursday, August 5, 2010

///

well that right there is called a beautiful moment.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

l i f e

you shut your eyes and pray for peace
think i’m not here this isn’t me
this isn’t something i would do
i know the complicated truth
a big top tent a firey sword
i make a mask of lions roar
but they’re not real and never were
and soon she won’t be real either
this is the life you went and earned
because you never fucking learn
you could use up all of your years
fixing the mess you make in here

Monday, July 12, 2010

amishoez

If you say so
I’ll leave home, I’ll leave home
Like the dead that walk before me therein
I can’t believe that you ignore me, such a shame
I didn’t come here to try to hurt you, you hurt me
I’ll never sit back and say ‘that’ll do,’ I’m afraid.

Monday, May 17, 2010

Weekend Warriors

I'm a curse and I'm a sound
When I open up my mouth
There's a reason I don't win
I don't know how to begin

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

the last thing

the last thing you deserve is love
you say these things
then turn yr back on every word
you act as though yr an upright person
but yr worse than any one youve ever met
you don't know what you want
you don't know what you need
youve been searching for this affection
too scared to take a risk
the last thing you deserve is compassion
the last thing anyone will give you is respect
theyll take two shits on yr personality before they give you
that love you think you so desperately want
the first thing you should do is

Saturday, May 8, 2010

cognitive behavioral theraphy


in a lush green forest
the trees grow tall and thick with leaves
the sky over head is gray and dark
see a stone path traveling upward
take a step
feels cold on my souls
follow the path
smooth and calming
the air is cold and refreshing
move upwards toward the hill
once there
see the sun hiding behind the clouds
rays of light sneak out from cover
hitting and warming the face
the cold air runs through mouth ears nose
all aching subsides
for once, I CAN BREATHE


123
STOP

Monday, April 12, 2010

wishful thinking

The trees are breezing by like the ocean
the wind is thundering through the sky
it seems like it's just you and i in the world
no thing, one, or body is on my mind
no body but yr body
it's cold out here
i need the warmth of yr voice
i need the iciness of yr lips
pressed upon my neck
just come near
you always know how to get the best of me
this winter, no, it just don't seem to bother me really
now that i've got you
yeah you made the change
my mind state is on a different page
the lonely days are done now
and it's about god damn time

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Don't want you here right now, let me go

http://www.thestrokes.com/content/bandpicksvids/appearances2bill.html

let me
g g g g g goooo

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Who are you? Seal?






Emmy Rossum; I had no idea who she was until some program said I look like her..Right..
She is what I WOULD LIKE to look like: elegant, feminine, natural beauty, sexy
ah:D

Sunday, February 7, 2010

losing

well you see, my escape used to be through sleep
but now all my dreams are worse than reality
where have i left to go?
i need to travel and get away from familiarity
i don't know how much longer i can handle this
it has yet to burn, but the flame is caressing my skin
getting hotter and hotter.
i feel more alone than ever
Can you still wear that title?
so, does it even mean anything to either of us?
that silence says much more than i could ever...

Saturday, January 30, 2010

It Rained Today Inside My Head

How could you take this away from me?
You can't even imagine how I feel.
For as long as I can recall, I've asked to resist
Now ..
I'm disgusted
If I don't keep myself busy, I go crazy
because I keep replaying the things I've done.
So I drink to forget,
I smoke to smile.
It doesn't help as much as I'd like
So I light some more
sip some more
In the end, I'm more careless than ever
Now I can't, won't, make good choices
Won't tell you how I feel today.
I'll just keep it bottled up until my head aches,
My eyes burn,
My throat is swollen..recurrent cycles.
All thanks to that thing you've stolen.
And the worst part is, you have no idea.
I've never felt so alone
This has gone on far too long.
I've learned to hate myself more than ever.
Hoping for something more.. but what do I expect?
I've no one to blame but I.
The one thing I want will probably never be in possession.
My heart feels broken over something that was never mine to start.
I'm a walking mistake.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

in love


280507 - The Cribs - The Wrong Way To Be - Ritz, Manchester




last night was the greatest. even better than the first time.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Note to Self:

NOTHING is as difficult as you make it out to be.
Possibilities are infinite.
"Did you know Mr. Taco Bell died?" -mama guevara.

Tues: THE CRIBS<33333
Thurs: TITLE FIGHT<33
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


la la la la can you hear me? i don't think soo. OH OH OOOOH

Saturday, January 16, 2010

"you look like you smell like shit"



Would i be lying if i said i don't know?
Now i guess that this is over
And i'm sorry that you have nothing to show.

stoked for a week of good jams. I have to buy some merch.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Saturday, January 9, 2010

unbirthed

I love the quiet of the night time
When the sun has drowned in a deathly sea
I can feel my heart beating as I speak from the sense of time catching up with me
The sky set out like a pathway,
But who decides which route we take?
As people drift into a dream world,
I close my eyes as my hands shake and when I see a new day;
Whose driving the same way,
I picture my own grave..
Yes, this fear's got a hold on me

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

84


The most emotional song i've ever heard. listening to it is something else. I don't see why classical music is so underrated. It's the most original, emotional, meaningful music i've ever heard. There's no annoying singing over it, or meaningless lyrics to smother you with someone elses sad story. It is pure and the listener can make it out to what ever they'd like. This song paints something so vivid in my brain; I just close my eyes, let my soul absorb and take its own route. Beethoven was a badass. 2:40 into the song, it turn into some epic masterpiece. ahhh. that part reeeally gets me.

Monday, January 4, 2010

116

Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove.
O no, it is an ever fixed mark
That looks on the tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wand'ring bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love's not time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come:
Love alters not with his brief house and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error and upoun me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

Modern Translation:
I hope I may never acknowledge any reason why minds that truly love each other shouldn't be joined together. Love isn't really love if it changes when it sees the beloved change or if it disappears when the beloved leaves. Oh no, love is a constant and unchanging light that shines on storms without being shaken; it is the star that guides every wandering boat. And like a star, its value is beyond measure, though its height can be measured. Love is not under time's power, though time has the power to destroy rosy lips and cheeks. Love does not alter with the passage of brief hours and weeks, but lasts until doomsday. If I'm wrong about this and can be proven wrong, I never wrote, and no man ever loved.