How could you take this away from me?
You can't even imagine how I feel.
For as long as I can recall, I've asked to resist
Now ..
I'm disgusted
If I don't keep myself busy, I go crazy
because I keep replaying the things I've done.
So I drink to forget,
I smoke to smile.
It doesn't help as much as I'd like
So I light some more
sip some more
In the end, I'm more careless than ever
Now I can't, won't, make good choices
Won't tell you how I feel today.
I'll just keep it bottled up until my head aches,
My eyes burn,
My throat is swollen..recurrent cycles.
All thanks to that thing you've stolen.
And the worst part is, you have no idea.
I've never felt so alone
This has gone on far too long.
I've learned to hate myself more than ever.
Hoping for something more.. but what do I expect?
I've no one to blame but I.
The one thing I want will probably never be in possession.
My heart feels broken over something that was never mine to start.
I'm a walking mistake.
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